Health Living: Getting myself Togther

Okay! So, there's a lot of work to be done.
But I need to build up my motivation and get myself together again! 

So, I did a photoshoot to make myself feel better. To feel good about myself, and also made a video! :D Normally, I would write these things. But not today, I'm trying something different.

 Finals are coming.
This is my only chance. I need to find a way to improve myself.
 

Healthy Living: The Struggle

I spoke too early, I spoke too soon.
My grades got back. I failed both midterm. I lost 2 A's in 2 of the most important classes.
I fell in to pieces early this monday. But I'm slowly picking myself up again.
I'm trying my best to keep strong and fight through this.

This isn't the first time, and this won't be the last.
I been crying for the last 2 days. But I want to be a doctor one day. I think doctors have invaluable skills that can help so many people and in so many ways.
Nothing in life that is ever worth it will come easy.

The Cab: Endlessly

Healthy living: Ready to Repent!

Wow, it's been a few weeks since I posted anything. I can explained! :)
I was bombarded with 3 midterms back to back, and I also have to submit a my proposal for a grant that I'm applying for a research.

This brings to my mind that I been spending money foolishy lately. Because of the constant stressed for the last 3 weeks, I eat myself away :( I had a lot of fast food meal, gallons of coffee, and I don't even want to think about the chocolate candies that I have eaten!

I hope i'm 128! I'll be lucky if i'm 128 .. but that mean i have gained 4 lbs since the last time I checked in. This is terrible! I haven't even kept my weekly weight log in because I was that busy! :(

Yes, I repent. Oh dear, I have sin. I have eaten more than I can handle, and exercise too little.

But let's look the good side, I'm not sick! :) haha
Flu season is here! Please be careful! Keep yourself warm and get plenty of rest, and eat a lot. It helped me for some reason.

I also, realized for the last few weeks,  I slept very little. So, that make it worse on my bad eating habit.

But with all this complaining, let me spend this time to be thankful for something.

I'm have not been happier! Yes, I'm still stressed over school, but no more depression for me! I no longer think about my old crush. I see her around school, but she no longer have any effect on me. I can now concentrate. My grades isn't that bad. (it could always used improvement, but overal, not that bad! :DD )

Also, winter is hear, so I get to pull out all of my favorite jacket to wear! :D haha
And, I'm also starting to think about studying for the MCAT, and getting ready to apply to medical school! :D It's coming! It's coming!! It's coming!!

And, I got a new phone toO! ^__^ My parents rewarded me for my heard work by giving me a iphone4S + A keyboard for my ipad! I'm very happy and excited. And one more thing, .. I recently met this guy in my class, and he's really really cute. We're lecture buddy! ;) haha I wonder where this would go. But no!! I'm not falling for this trap again. Love can skip me this year, I want to finish this year being single! I need to prepared for my application processes and repair my GPA from last quarter! Love can wait for now!

And lastly, the holiday season is finally here! This my favorite time of year. It' almost Christmas!
I'm very thankful for this fall. My parents are well, my grades are well, my health are well. There  is nothing more I can asked for! :)

And, I hope you are all well!!