Healthy Living: Thanksiving

I had a really good thanksgiving this year! Eventhough there were some bumps in the road preparing for thanksgiving, in the end, it was truely a magical time. First, I went to my cuz house. We groceries shopping and he cook. The 2nd help fly chicken. The last one was cleaning. And the 2 little girl cuz were requested not to enter the kitchen given that there were knifs everywhere.

We had a diffiuclt time frying the chicken because one of my cuz really didn't ahve an idea on how to deep fry something. But thankgood my aunt ended up saving the day with the chicken. To be honest, we weren't good at cooking. We made too much food and everyone barely ate. I think it's because we were kinda beginner cookers. But regardless, the process was fun.

Afterward, i finished up with my game "The Last of Us". It a zombie RPG game and I was finishing the last chapter. It was a game that realy deserved the title "game of the year".

Then, I went home and collapse. I hadn't slept for more than 30 hours. So, the rest was well greeted. The next day was blackfriday shopping with mom and dad. My dad barely bought anything, and in a way, he said he didn't really needed much. I went with my mom to get clothes and gifts for my dad. Then my mom got several pants and I went to buy a purse. It was fun. But tiring.

And comes saturday, I really just stayed home and relax. Oh, of course, I did some house errand. And I dipped into Mpalestory again. I played with a whole new characters. It was fun at first beacuse it was easy to lvl. I went overboard and played to 5AM. Dad yelled at me the next morning, and he was right. But he was pretty lenient given it was still the holiday weekend.

I woke up at 4PM in the afternoon due to the fact that I slept late.

Healthy Living: Touching Others

I talked with another blogger today on tumblr via the messaging app. It was amazing to learn her story and how her positive blog has helped her become a better person and fight her darkness. She told me that when she feels down, she comes back to her blog to read all the positive quotes to keep her positive. I went back and looked at my own blog. I found this picture I reblogged a long time ago. My blog keeps me strong.

Healthy living: Raining

Some days, it just rain. So put up umbrella and carry through. Don't drewl on things that are out of your control. Some days, it just rain.

Healthy Living: Keep going

I pray for strength to continue this fight. I pray for courage to face the unknown. I pray for a clear head to think through this task at hand. I pray for guidance.

Healthy Living: The odds

Yesterday, I was very fortunate enough to recieved a happy email. This morning, I recieved a very sad email. It was from a school that I have been hoping for, but I didn't get it.  I don't know ... I can't help myself be sad. I know these kind of things do happen, but I can't help feeling terrible. But despite this, I cannot help feeling very blessed for what I do have. Either way, my family have been very supportive and I feel like I am not alone.

Healthy Living: Unsure

I am suppose to be writing something tonight about my school. Basically, I guess I'm asking my home school to reconsider me as an applicant. I'm kinda iffy and worried about this. I have been so lazy lately. I guess after my forms were sent, I just kinda flop for about 2 weeks. I don't know, I know I should get back and try to make something of myself. But right now, I feel like a bum, and I don't know if this is just because I have work so much in the last few weeks. Now, I just want to sit back and not think for a bit. Or at least, not for now. I really need to pick things up again and get a job.

Healthy Living: A thoughts

Its late but I want to leave with 2 thoughts. I don't mean to say they are true or not. But something to ponder your mind.

(1) Cutting small branch makes ways for new connections.

Here is a gardening technique. If you cut away old branches on a flower tree, then eventually, more flowers and fruits will grow back in the time being. If you leave it and do not cut, then it just stay dull.

-That is what my parents do when they tend their garden. I feel in a way it can relate to real life about relationship that is lost and gone. In a way, not ever goodbye is a dead end. In some way, you need to cut off somethings to make ways for better thing?  Yea? .. Hm. Just my thoughts.

Healthy Living: To lay private

From the beginning, I always had the intention of keeping this blog small in term of viewers. I do not seek followers or subscriber. The things I share on here does hold great significant in my life. It talks about my passion, my love, my downfall, my sorrow, my pain, my hardship, my struggle, and my desire. It has traits of me. And in a way, this blog is private and also open.

Eventhough I share a lot on here, I never really reveal too much about who I am. I don't ever talk about things relating to work or big stuff on here. For me, I like to keep my battles quiet, but my rant high. hahaha. So, if anything I rant about things that bother me on here, but it never really contain any personal reference to anyone. It shares more of my emotions than facts or details. I like my small community of strangers. Cozy is the theme and small is the moto.

Healthy Living: the end of October

So, the week really hasn't started yet. But over this weekend, some bridges has really crashed and burned in term for some of my services.

One of my volunteer mate has left and it sadden because that puts our groups into a smaller position. This member has been in our group for a while now and seeing her leave make me sad. But it is inevitable. I guess I had to learn to accept and respect her decision.

With that said, we are moving forward with our projects and work. Eventhough our group is a bit smaller than before, as long as we have some dedicated member. I think it is possible to get our project up and running again.

And with the end of the month, I wanted to say goodbye to a mate.