I have a theory.
Now, a lot has changed since the last time I wrote. I moved away from California and now residing in a new state. Its very different here from where I was at home. Beside from that, I also had met interesting people back in california prior to leaving. Love and lost once again. I really like the dear girl. I still think about her from time to time but have made a conscious decision to move on. She has her own hurtle to overcome and in some ways I wonder if I will ever see her again. The medical field is very small so there is a good chance I might. Who knows...
But that brings me to a theory on love and relationship. When I try to start dating this in new state, I wonder whether I am really ready to meet the love of my life. I mean, its the end goal right? But my experience in dating in California has changed my perspective. I believe that when one set out on a journey to date other people, yes the end goal is to find the one. But its only one part of the story. The other part of the story entitles all the lovers we meet along the way. The one we loved, the one we reject, the one that rejects us. The up and downs of pursuing love. It is all part of the journey. Just as we our decision shaped the journey, the journey in some way shape us. I feel we all need to have go through people and experience like questions problems on a chemistry book. With each problem solved and experience lived, we come one step closer. I guess, the stories continues.
