12/12/12

It's a little late, but I just want to emphasize something.
My birthday was on 12.12.12 this year! And I turned 21! :)
That's a lot of "1 & 2" haha x)

I wasn't able to post or write anything because I had to study for finals. I really did the best I can. I made tons and tons of mistakes this quarter, and I think I will take these lesson to heart for next quarter. But I really did learn my lesson this time!

I studied my best, and I did my best. I leave the rest to the divined.
And I am just thankful that I have lived 21 years of my life. I know people ususally use this day to go drinking, but I think I'm going to skip on that one.

I just am really glad I lived this far. I heard the news today in Conneticute, 20 childen and 6 adults were shot. It really a shocking news. My prayers goes out to their family tonight. It must be terrible. Imagine what their parents are thinking tonight? They tuck their kids into bed yesterday  night and drop them at school the next day. Who would to think that it would be the last time they would see their kids?

Who would have think?
I learned something very important this quarter. Sometime, life will hit you with things you never expect and it will break you down. Crumble your dream, destroy your love, do things that devaste you. And sometime, bad things happen to good people. There is no avoiding such circumstance or situation. It is simply fate. Your fate. My fate. Our fate.

But the important thing is that... You choose how you meet fate. You may not be able to change it, but you sure have the control over how you face it. For some, it's the end. (like those kids today, and their family).

It's sad when I analyze such things in the middle of the night. But it's important.
Now, look at my birthday. It's December 12, 2012. I didn't pick the day or the time I was born, it was given to me. And there is nothing I can do to change it. But what I can do is have control how I react to it. And how I meet up.

It might seem like we're just so little, and being unable to control the outcome of our life. But, our reaction and perspective can play a lot. Don't underestimate it. But to be honest, what do i Know? I'm just a 21 years old girl.

Btw, my finals are over. I can finally post and be active again!