Healthy Living: The most truthful truth. RingyDingyDong

I was sitting today being a bum. Yup..., a real bum.
I been like this for the last 3 days. (Well, I wasn't as stylish as Gatsby) But, pretty much a bum.
I was not productive. I wasn't motivated to do anything at all.

And so, sitting and doing the absolute amount of "nothing". I really just sat on my butt, and watch the cloud go by. I wasn't so happy after finishing my midterm. I'm not very excited for the upcoming year. It hasn't even approach yet, but I'm scared. I haven't have everything figure out yet. I haven't got all my cards together yet. And, I'm not quite happy with myself either.

It's not that I didn't have an exciting summer. So far, my summer has been amazing. I did crazy stuff. I even have classes with a lot of my friends. I hanged out with a lot of people. I did a little livin' :)

But when I have a tons of stuff to do. I freeze. I fall into the senerio where I have a lot of stuff to do but I do not want to do ANYTHING. I have all the things in the world to do, but I don't want to do any of it at this moment.

I'm lazy. Yup, that's pretty much sum up everything. I'M lazy and I no excusses other than I do not want to do the stuff I have right now.

  I know that in the near future, I'm gonna put myself in crazy hell if I don't start working now.

I guess this post was a rant. Or the most accurate description of my current life at this moment. You see, I feel pretty lost myself. I want to do medicine, but sometime, I feel lost because I don't know how to get there. At least, I have a direct.. right? :)

"Because if this is what we got then what we got is gold."

James Blunt: Stay the Night