I kinda snapped today! I wasn't burned out, just overwork and over stressed. Then, my mom decide to canceld my vacation this year. She wants me to stay home and not go on vacation. I got so upset and emotional that I just explode. To be honest, I was kinda disappointed that my mom canceled my vacation. Well, that just made the matter worse for me because I was not already feeling well. I can't study when I'm emotionally conflicted. So, I blew up! I argue with my parents and they yelled back. But because of that, we yelled each other like crazy. Then, everybody calmed down. I told them I was sad that they canceled my vacation and that I was overstressed with work.
I studied so much that my butt hurt from sitting. I think I have butt sore. But yea, I'm under a lot of pressure at the moment with the whole thing... But I feel a lot better now. After yelling with my parents for a bit, everybody is happy now. They understand, and they will reconsider canceling my vacation. I got a little bit exercise because I get to pace around the house. It's good that I didn't keep any feeling bottle up. I let loose everything. Now, I'm feeling okay again.
I still got a lot of MCAT stuff to do and school start soon.
What I did today:
(1) 4xVD
-2 EK (2/3)
(2) MCAT. Physic
-AMP #5. #6 (4/3)
Total: 2
Yea, I did a lot today. I feel tired. But there is still so much more work to do. I need to take sunday off. Just to recover.
Ugh. Why did they cancel? Are there other issues like money is tight or a sick family member? Or maybe they just feel the need to have you home right now. I'm not sure either way but even if you don't go away for a vacation, maybe you can have one at home anyways. I'm betting there are places and things you haven't been to or seen close to you. We all need breaks, but sometimes 'going away' just isn't possible. So what we do is try to do the things close by. We've gone to water parks, different books stores, drives through the mountains... all kinds of stuff. And it was all right here and not all that costly or time consuming. Maybe you could do some of that, too. :)
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