Healthy Living: The Blessing in the storm

Eventhough my MCAT story had sad ending. The story would be incomplete if I didn't mention all the blessing that came through for me during this rough time.

First, it was my parents. It was in the time of tribulation when they really pull through for me. They took care of me when I fell apart. Each of them consulted me when I was too blind to see. My mom made me realized that there is only so many thing I can do. I learn to accept to my fate. It brought be peace in my mind. My dad guided me through my last few days during the test. From him, I learn to how to meet my fate. It brought me peace in my heart.

I learned that there are some thing that is above my power. There are things I cannot avoid, and I accepted the inevitable. Eventhough I am powerless, there are still certain thing I can changed. I can changed myself to help me meet my fate. It brought a lot of peace in my heart and soul to know that I have tried my best, and what happen next is above and beyond on my control.

Through this storm, I have learn many important lesson, and had some valuable guidelines that has helped me through.

"We cannot changed our fate, but we can changed how we meet it" 

"Take it a day at a time" (Thanks Jewlz!)

"Those who try never fail, those who fail never try" 

"Have faith that it will be okay, have strength to continue the struggle, and have courage to do the things you need to do for this path is not easy." 

Also, in this troubles, I know I am not alone. Its a strange feeling, but I can't help feeling that I don't walk path this alone. I am thankful for it.

In the end, my ship has not reached harbor yet. I still need to retake the MCAT. But this time, with a different exam that I know nothing about. Its back to page 1 again. I used think that I can't lived like this anymore. But I realized that if I want to do medicine, I need to learn how to survive. I need to learn how to manage my emotions, my stressed, and how to stay together when things fall apart.

So, I am taking a few days off reboot. Then, I will set sail again.