Healthy Living: Having it hard

Being sick suck. School suck, I'm not liking anything right now.
I cough. I'm sick, and tired. I don't feel well, and honestly, I missed home. I missed being pampered and taken care of when i'm sick. But out here, and ever since I been living alone, its been quite sucky.

I don't know, I never thought it could be this hard. Ever since I started grad school, the work load is insane. I was constantly pilled with stuff to learn and study, and I have not quite master how to study yet. So, i'm struggling with that, and in addition with the large amount of stuff I have to know and learned.

I feel behind, but I also feel defeated. I studied really hard, but then getting below average, and scarpping the line of passing. This is discouraging, and the sicnkess has not been kind.

I mean, I felt the flu full circle on this one. I don't enjoy living alone, taking care of myself, and handle school. I know I am complaining, and all and all, and it terrible. But it maybe its because, its 2 am, and i'm sick. and I just finished one of my class lectures.

Man, this is rough. But my parents reminded that there are worser thing out there in life. Ad that I still have it lucky because all I do is study, pass my class, and be good. So, I guess that is a blessing in itself.

I hoping to go to bed now, and hopefully, and just pray things will get better soon. I really need my strength for this up coming week.