I'm gonna.. let it out. Today, it's has not been so great. And maybe because this stem from my lack of something..I was gonna use a big word. But heck, just a little too tired tonight.
Today has not been so great. And I feel it is my fault for some reason. Things just come.. and I'm just tripping on one hurtle after another. And going home today, I'm just accumulating all of these bruses. I mean, it's definitly not THAT bad or end of the world. But, enough to ruin my cut of tea.. and let me heartbroken for tonight.
...originally, I wrote like 5 paragraphs of complaint and stress and issue.. but I realize, none of it really matter. I dont' want to bog my blog down with these stupid stress..This is where I tell you my struggles, (and smoetime, complain about them), but this is not to irritate you with stupid issue.
I have overworked myself to the point I am exhausted, stress, and overwhelmed. I feel inadeqaute about myself and about where I am. I am not ready. The thoughts of medical school application appraching is jsut this daunting feeling and my idea of not having everything together.
I need to really calm down. I have a lot of issue I cannot solve in 1 day. I have a lot of stuff to do, and this is a time to keep my calm. I been losing sleep, losing time for myself and it drives me nuts.
I'M gonna go to bed, and I'LL FIGURE ALL OF THIS MESS OUT TOMORROW. I just wanna let you know I'm stress over my head. And lastly, despite how terrible things is right now, those things will come. And when it come, future jenny gonna try her best! Meanwhile, current jenny gonna sleep to prepare for everything that need to be done and hopefully will be done.
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