I been bad...
I confessed! I haven't been doing what I am suppose to be doing. I have summer school but I slack. I am still down with the whole sadness of not applying to medical school this cycle.
But then again, I am still one lazy bum. I can't get myself to do anything I'm suppose to. I still have responsiblities.. but I don't do anything. Ughh.!! Unproductive to the max.
I'm not quite sure what is going on with me but ...really.. I need to get back!!
But I learn something ... True Strength is having the ability to push on despite the hardship.
In spring quarter, I was struggling with this pain and disapointment of my plans not going the way I wanted. I was sad and it make me want to do nothing. But, I learned that having strength meaning to push on and dealing each day at a time.
Actually, it was Jewlz's kind advice. The idea of taking one day at a time. I don't have to strength to solve all of my issue right now. But I have the ability to solve the issue that I am facing today.
To me, real strength is not always fighting one big battle. It is finding the courage to fight one day at a time. This is getting up. Every inch of me want to sit and mope about my misery. But, I have dream and ambition.
This blog post today must sound really weird. It's so late and I'm not really sure what I am saying anymore. Its 1:21 AM. I still have a lot of stuff do because I have putting it off the whole day.
But, I am going to try to do something.
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