MCAT: S1: Come Back

I found another duck pictures! :) And of course, it is perfect for today's topic.

Getting back into shape.
I been through summer school. I finished senior year. I graudated. Now, onto the MCAT. For REALL THIS TIME!

Try everything. 

Yesterday, I got into a argument with my mother. She came back from vacation and she basically started picking on me about my life. She said I was slacking in my MCAT studies. I got frustrated and screamed back at her. Before I know it, the whole house was awake and my dad also became involved. I told my mom to lay off me.

 I didn't want her to tell me that I am lazy and that I haven't picked up an MCAT books in weeks. I didn't want her to see that I couldn't study. I can't. I didn't want to. I am exhausted, I am tired, and I am burned out. Utterly burned out and dissapointed with the direction that i am walking right now. Don't get me wrong, it's not the destination that I am talking about. What I mean is that, things didn't go as planned for me this year. And it hit me hard. I'm have been trying to get up in the past month. But, I'm still stuck. 

I have been off track with my studies. I haven't picked up my MCAT books. I been not good. And if I want a shot at medical school, this MCAT is a hurdle I need to conquore. 

I need developed a way to organized my studies. I can't go aimlessly doing things anymore. I been strong studying for the MCAT in the past. I need to pick up steam again. Life doesn't always go as planned. It make me sad and feel hopeless like I am a failure. But, I can't just stop. My mom is such a strong women. She overcame so much hurdles in her life. I hope I can also be as strong as her. 

MCAT PLAN: 

1. Daily Planner:

--> I am going to use this to plan my schedule to see if I am on track with my daily planned. 

I am have going to have a "tentative" plan for my goals. Everyday, I will check on it to see if I am on track. It is to measure my daily task.

2. Myfitnesspal:
--> Trying to lose weight has taught me an important life lesson. If I want something to be done, I can't just neglect it. I need to address it. It need to be on my mind constantly or at least in the back of my head. I need something like myfitnesspal to help me study for my MCAT. 

Thus, I am going try to adapt my measuring system to myfitnesspal. (It's weird, but I'm trying to be innovative.. or at least something new) This is will allow me to compare the productivity of each day in a week & month span. 

3. Weekly Planner: 

--> This is to keep my schedule in check. Planned out lesson planned. 

I'm not exactly sure if all of this is going to work out. But I need to at least something or try everyone to see if something work out. I'm gotta do something. I want to be strong. I want to overcome.