Remember what I told you a few days ago? How I got into so much drama and issue with my friends? Well, after putting in much thought, I decided to let it be.
In a way, I have decided not to do anything. Not to try to fix anything, to warn anything, to interfered with anything. I am simply going to stand and let life take it course. I guess in a way, I am quite tired. There are a lot of things I dislike about the current trouble with my online friendship. But there are still things that keep me from walking away from these people in my life. And so, I am at a standstill.
But for now, I know that I simply don't want to do anything. I don't want to correct anything, fix anything, or come into anyone's way. I simply just want to exist, enjoy my free-time, and take it in slowly one day at a time. I want to appreciate the things that is happening here and now. I don't want to get upset anyone, destroy anybody romance, or try to disrupt the dynamic of my online friends group. I want to sit back and just breathe.
I think this is the best thing for me to do right now. Let's just stop trying to resolve everything and just let things be. And in a way, I found peace. I found peace to let things right now run its course (in term of friendship). Let the relationship that falls apart take its course, and the friendship that stays, will stay. I am going to let things be. Slow down on my pacing. Enjoy this moment of complexity, craziness, and welcome this new silence.
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