I pray, I pray, I pray. The next 6 months will be the most academic and emotional difficult times of my medical school education. I am scared because I have to deal with this girl who has great control over my emotions and the medical boards exam which will determine the course of my life.
I am scare. I don't know how I will be able to get through this. I am barely hanging on to my very last bit at the end of my respiratory exam. I don't want any trouble. I just want an undisrupted time to focus and study. I need myself back. I need to be fully geared and mentally focus and emotionally there. I honestly don't know how I will get through this. Right now, it looks impossible. Right now, it just look like the worse thing.
But I must remind myself, each and every next stage of my life will push me further away from my comfort zone. It is continuously push be closer and closer to the things I thought was unbearable or unimaginable. This is my struggle. This is my life. This hardship was meant for me. I need to own up to this. I am watched over and cared for. I will get through this. I know, I will. I pray for guidance.
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