B:2 slice bread + 2.5 kobe's meat + 1 bowl cereal = 150 + 250 + 110
L: 1 vege wrap : 550
D: 1 salad + 1/2 sandwhich : 500 + 150
GYM: Tredmill 2 miles + stomach = 310
Total: 1700 calories
The Good: Well, idk. I did my hw I guessed? I'm not sure anymore. I ate within my calories.
The Bad: I think I have a headache from all the music I listened to. I was doing ochem hw.. and that was like.. 4 hours. So, I just sat there for 4 hours straight listening to disney music and doing my ochem hw. So, now, I kinda have a headache. I had to listen to music b/c my head is still not thinking straight, and i find myself always daydreaming about my crush.. and it just make doing hw all more depressing. So, I listening to music was the only way to distract me from the thoughts.
So, after the 4 hours, I did finished my ochem hw! :) yay! I wouldn't been able to manage it without the nice disney music. My friend told me that depression (or the feeling of missing someone) comes in waves.. So, I guess you can say I have been experiencing several waves today. It's getting stronger and stronger now.. and idk why? But, still, I refused to drown, and I'm gonna keep on swimming.. haha :) the waves may be high, but I'm gonna be like a surfer and surf this one out! :D
Here is another Disney music video that I enjoyed today: Beauty & the beast-Celine Dion
You'll get through this. Crushes are HARD. I had a pretty bad one in high school once and even to this day, I wonder how they are and what they are doing. I'm sorta like that with ex's, too. I'm one of those that may break up with someone (even if it's bad) and then years later, we'll become friends again. LOL But my point is, it's hard to move on when you've got someone in your head. And you know, it's ok. It's ok to want something. But it's even better to walk away knowing you want something better for yourself... and that you deserve the better!
ReplyDeleteI like your idea of listening to Disney music to concentrate! I've never thought of that, but I'm sure because it is rhythmic and upbeat, it keeps your study tempo up! Just keep surfing it out and eventually you'll get to shore and be happy with all your hard work in school and your personal life. :)