Well... the last few weeks of school really really kick my butt.
I took 2 midterms today. I don't know how it went, I studied my little tail off. I'm not sure if I will be crying tomorrow when I see the result. But I knew I did the best that I could in the time I was given.
A bit of things have happen in the past week. I quite my research at the hospital. I just couldn't handle it along with my school work. Eventhough it was only 5 hours for 2x a week, I couldn't handle it. I get tired. I still have to worry about school and the upcoming MCAT. So, I decide to cancel my research position.
I wish I had time for it. But I know this isn't the time. I have things to do. After I quit my research, I felt terrible, but I had to do what I needed to do. I want to be in the research, but this is not the time. Not yet.
The past 2 weeks have been tough. I been changing the way I study and sleep. I am more productive now. School is really grinding me with tests and exams. Life is hitting me. I feel like I need to continue growing and developing myself. I wake up at 5AM every morning now. It's something I am still trying to get use to. It helps with my study habbit. I am more productive this way.
So, not much changes in my life. I just trying to push myself and prepare. I can't believe in a year, I will be submitting my application to medical school. I am not ready. There are still so much stuff to be done.
Btw, I am getting chubbier!! :(( I have been stressed out lately, but still alive.. thank goodness.
My weight isn't the best. I haven't been healthy. I am still trying to adjust to the change in the quarter. But I hope to be eating well and working out when I settle down a bit.
I hope everyone is fine.
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