Hello!
Notice how I named this week's blog the 2nd beginning. Because, it is.
I honestly don't know how this year will go. Last year, I went to bed wondering what will happen that year. Will I do well? Will I ever make any friends? Will it be alright? And, in the very end, it was alright. It wasn't great, but my goodness have I learned and struggle. I made very good friends.It was tough. I'm not going to lie, some night was rougher than others. I wasn't able to control myself emotionally or mentally. Handling emotions and education was definitly something I had no experience over.
But, 2017 gave me that experience. To be able to deal with my emotions for others and also be able to juggle school. I did a pretty crappy job and often times, my academic suffers. But I'm willing to learn and I'm willing to improve.
This year, I want to do better. I want to be better. I want to be a calm ducking on the surface, but paddling for her life underneath. I want to be able to balance, stay calm, keep my emotions in check, and above all, do good work. That is the goal.
This year, I want to make some adjustment to my pattern:
(1) Write blog on Sunday/Monday to update life. To restart the week, and provide closure for each week to share its highlights. My artificial deadline.
(2) Meditate everyday. Even if it only 4 min. I like it because it also me to pause throughout my day, and stop my brain from flights of thoughts. It my day pause. To handle my thoughts and my emotions
Yea, that is it. It is something I want to do to be able to keep me sane. It's my emotionals and academic restart/pause button. Maybe this is will be alright.
Life is a journey of self-discovery.
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