I thought

I thought

I really thought she loved me,

I really thought she cared,

Every time I’m with her,

I thought there was something there,

But I was wrong and I was blind,

Until I realized what I have find,

She didn’t love me,

She didn’t care,

She was never even there,

It was just me, hoping for the best,

Now its just me, praying for this to rest,

The feeling of sadness,

The feeling of alone,

The feeling of not being love,

yet, my feeling for her is not gone,

I need her,

I love her,

I missed her,

I yearned for her,

I don’t have her. 

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I don't' know what happen. I just went to take a shower, and I had this urge to sit down and write this poem. It was done in 10 minutes. Something just overtake me, and tada! :)