Today, my mom was talking about trying to get the bathtube redone. Our bathtube s getting quite old, and she thought it was time to remodle. My dad argue that remodling the bathroom will make the house extremely dirty and it just really messy.
And so, we were at this stage where we were arguing whether we should get the bathtub remodel yet. And for some reason, I told my mom just close your eyes and endure it. Bite the hardship and get on with it. For if we don't go through the process and accept our house will be dirty for a certain amount of time, then we will never be able to get a new and cleaner bathtub.
In a way, I felt it is very similar to my situation right now. The journey is difficult. I am sometime within doubts of my chances and my future. I don't like to be in this situation where I am unsure about my future or where I will end up in the next few years. I am scare alright and if you are following by blog this time, you would have saw a lot of the hardship I have been through while in this stage.
And so, I thought. Let's get it on. Let's continue. Let's pull through. I have no idea of what will come except with the attempt of closing my eyes and getting it done. Let's accept what will come for the things I have no control over. And through this, and only through this difficult journey will I ever get to the other side. For years I have trained, studied, and prepared. And now, it was this is where everything boiled down to. The path is really at its bottleneck. But I have a feeling if I can stay here and learn to bear with the journey a bit longer, learn to embrace the things I am scare and not comfortable, I will be a little bit stronger than I have ever been. So, here and now, let's keep enduring through this. Let's close our eyes and accept what we can.
I hope your day is well.
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