Heathly Living: ARGGGHH

To be honest, I have not been very healthy lately.
I am over eating. And I am sleeping at very late hours.. and I am really not exercising. This is bad. I know, I know.

It's just I have not found time to incorporate it into my daily schedule yet. I don't have any motivation to exercise & it will only make me more tired.

Gosh T__T I know I'm bad. But then again, I am leaving on a 2 week summer camp in a week, so I don't see the point.

Okay, I really need to get my stuff in line. I got it...

I will get there. I will get my exercising done.

Now.. on a different matter of business, I just took my second practice MCAT exam. It's not as high as I have hoped. I was shooting for a 23, but fell short at a 20. I went up by 2 knot, but I want more. Grrhh..

hmm.. Not very happy. I went down by 3 points on my verbal section. It's .. not what I was hoping for. :( It's not a failure. It's practice. It will get better. ..Next goal: 23!!! ARRRGHH

Healthy Living: Striving through

My life has not been very exciting lately. My head is still stucked in the books. Earlier this week, I was faced with some challenges.

At first, I absolutely did NOT WANT TO STUDY AT ALL!! :((
ARRGH.. NOPE! I hated it.

It's because all my friends were out having fun in the summer. I see a countless of facebook pictures. People were at the beach, Los Vegas, ..and everywhere else except the library. lol.

I was a pretty bum out. I felt burn out. I felt exhausted. The last thing I wanted to do was to study.
It was pretty touch to keep myself seated in the library and not burst. Oh.. I felt like a ballooon.

But then.. I think there were something that pulled me back. I wanted this. I thought of the reason why I was here. I wasn't here because I want to punished my life. I am here because I wanted to do something worthwhile with my life. I wanted certain sets of skills and specialized form of knowledge. I wanted that white coat. I want it. I really really really do T___T

And I looked around where I was sitting, I was not alone. There were 4-5 students in sitting next to me with their DAT(denistry) books, LSAT (law) books, NCLEX (nursing) books, and MCAT (medicine) books. I am definitely not alone.

And.. it made me feel less lonely :) ....I know it's lame. But misery is always better with company ^__^ hahaha And.. I started to study again. Thank goodness!


And.. below is a motivational message of a man screaming :)

Healthy Living: Let's goo

 

"And I remember all over again,
that fear is just part of life,
the trick is to recognized it,
and then press on anyway"

-Julie Andrews

I made a new resolution today! I'm going to really try my hardest this summer. This IS THE ONLY time I will ever have to get all my stuff together!!! :(((

Healthy Living: Does Water work?

I absolutely don't know why I chose this picture to be my cover for today post. But I just think this is amazing. Just look at it. The feeling of the early dawn. The damp fogged, the trees, the cold chill. And something about that blue color that clarify the whole scene. It's really something to look at.


Now for my daily life..Lol... so I said I would do something that would increase my healthy fitness.. and.. um.. x_x
I'm still working on it. ..hehe

Right now, I guess the only thing that I do is really just drink water.. a lot of water. Like, nearly 8 cups of water each day. I'm stil struggling to add in an exercise routine.

And as you may know, my summer isn't really the "sitting in the beach and relaxing in the sun type".
I just took my practice MCAT exam today. I got an 18/45.  That means an 18 out of a 45. YIKE! The passing score to get into medical school is a 35+. So, you can tell I have a lot more to go.
I tried to study every day and my goal is that I can raise this from a 18 to a 23 by next week. It's possible.

However, I do try to do things so that I don't look like a monster living in some cave. I want to thank everyone for the kind comment on my digital update. I will try my best to do another one next week! I am also going to write a script for a new video I'm thinking of. I don't know when, but I am still going to do it. But let's aim small, I will try to come up with something special for the next digital update. ..and it's really these little creative things that keep me from going crazy.

Healthy Living: Hello Summer 2013!

 

SUMMER 2013!! 

 

WE MADE IT! :D Finals are over and SUMMER IS FINALLY HERE!

Wow, I can't believed a year has passed. My junior year of college is over. I am heading into Senior of year college. This years has been hard but I have learned so many things from it. I learn to love myself more. I learn to be more independent. I came to realized I am stronger than I could have ever thought I can be. It's been crazzy.

So what does this summer calls for!?!?
It's a brand new journey! ...I really meant it. I want to do certains things before school start again.

I made a LIST!!

1. Dedication for MCAT Studyng:
-this is it guys! All my last 3 years has building up for this moment. The MCAT examinations is months away. Time to take the first step into making this dream into a reality.

2. Summer school: Physic
-I am also taking summer school for physic. I don't want to cram my senior year with too many challenging courses. So, I am thinking of taking physic before the year hit.

3. Picking up the gear: Getting Fit
-I owe myself an appology. I have not care about the way I looked or eat this past year. I have been so preoccupied into raising my grades that I forgot to take care of myself. I got sick again for the first it time in 2 years. This is the only body I ever get. I don't want to lose it. So, I'm doing everything I can to make it. I'm need to take care of myself better.

4. Photoshoots!!
-This is one of the thing I MISSED THE MOST!! I love doing photoshoots. It not only make me more conscious of the way I look. I forces me to research more into fashion and improving my photography skills. I got some new gears for my camera. (this picture is from google).
I also get to build a collection of pictures of myself. Eventhough I am no where from looking like a model. I really enjoying doing it. And, it give me something to be proud of.

ALSO!! Did I mention.. I'll be making some videos?!? Photoshoot & video editing is what I really like to do on my free time.

5. Family
I have absolutely why I chose the picture up top. But I want to spent this time with my parents & cousins. It want to make up some of the time I have lost this year spending studying. And.. yes, the picture above is what I hope I can do. Run around in my underwears in my house & cooling the steam. Lol.. and I am not going to lie. My stomach current look like the picture above.


Lastly, I met someone this school year. She is amazing. I looked up to her so much. She has helped me through this years in so many many ways. I don't think I could have make it out alive without her helping me. Meeting her has changed my life. I feel very fortunate to come to know and be friend with someone like her. She inspired me to be better person. She lived on the other side of my state. Next year is probably the last year I get to see her. After graduation, I will probably never see her again. But I am glad I have come to have known such a good person like her.

I won't forget her friendship. 

Healthy Living: HAMSTER LIVING

I have not kept updated on this blog for a few weeks now. I had a lot of midterms. And now, it's a bit longer before I can come back.

Finals are here! It's 2 weeks away... >.<

I guess I'll hibernate again for another 3 weeks! 

Again, I been eating bad bad things into my body. I need to stop.. but the stress gets to me.. and there goes another candy bars.. >.< .. it's okay to eat unhealthy for like.. 3 weeks right?!?

Oh.. I feel like a little hamster running around getting things done.. meeting all the deadline.. trying not to get sick.. trying to get a ready for the finals.. ooh booy.

--I just can't live like this anymore.. So stressful. I need to find another way.

Healthy Living: The wonders

I have been living in the books in the last few weeks. I didn't do so well on my last Bio midterm and that really put me down. So, I dediced to dedicate myself in trying hard for the next 2 exams. So, that exactly what I did. I wasn't very active anywhere online, I was just .. in the books.

In the mean time, I ran across this...

 

Isn't that amazing? What a mysterious little plant. 

And uptill now, I have lived 21 years of my life and not even know it exist. 

There is some really strange things in this world. 

But this makes me realized something, that in life, things are not always like it seem. 

This amazing plant moves. I think it's magical. It's truely is magical.

I dont' know why, but this leaf has inspired me. It changed my perception. 

I could swear, LEAVES DO NOT DO THIS! PLANTS DO NOT DO THIS!! IT'S NOT NORMAL!! 

but .. it did. And this plant is real. 

And this is what so crazy about life. 

Even sometime when you think you know something, and that you can be 100% sure of something, 

life always finds a way and make an exception.

So..Don't ever be too sure on anything. And don't ever be to down on something or too happy, this world is weird, and crazy things can happen. When you feel like your at the end, just know that out there in the world, there are leaves that moves.

 If this things like this can happen in life, you too can find a way and succeed! 

Btw, this plant is called the "Shy plant"